Winnie

we got my gramma a cat named winnie. so cute!!!

sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh my goodness. i am so sorry i haven't posted in so long. so much for this being a daily blog. oh well. i promise to start posting again.

today was another hard day... i can't satnd the pain... john left... and now everything seems wrong... and now he loves another girl... why did i let this happen... how could i be so blind... i thought we would be perfect... but boy was i wrong... it hurts so much... to be let down so hard... nothing seems right... like i will never love again... can't get over it... i feel so weak... when i want to be strong... and everything seems wrong.

watch this

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FsGF98zQsaI

Broken Heart

When There Was Me And You - VANESSA ANNE HUDGENS

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too

yesterday the concert went great. we sounded really good. john had a solo for the jazz band, and he sounded great!!! tonight i have another concert. john has another drum solo. he is so good. sorry that my posts have been getting so short. i have just been so busy lately i haven't had much time for more. i will try to write more soon.

good day (again!!!)

another great day!!! tonight is the concert for chorus and jazz band, so i get to see john (again!). i am so happy... today was a great day.